Be frank, i would rather find a job than stay at home rotting. i gonna bore to death. i am waiting for nothing, looking for the time to pass.
Tomorrow going to Genting with family, for only one or two days. i feel sorry for my youngest brother. in this long holiday, he only stays at home play computer. and that's all he did most of the time. if i am him, i will really bored to death. and i am sure will be mad.
so now, i am waiting for my family finish playing poker cards. super boring. i got nothing to do.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
what can i do? what can i do? what can i do? what can i do? what can i do? what can i do?
what can i do? what can i do? what can i do? what can i do? what can i do? what can i do?
Everything always happen at the wrong time. dam, i hate it to the core.
I really don't get it.
Rmb that i said i wanna buy camera? and i thought i really can buy it soon after o level and work for couple of weeks. but ended up i can't. i don't even have a job nor money. even i have a job i also can't buy it due to some reasons. i have to delay everything. delay and delay. when can i buy it? ten years later? dam.
may be it's because its only my interest. i can't have it as priority.
then my hair is...(sigh) i just reborn not long ago and now my hair already like a bit previous hair, going to like lion/tiger soon. wth.
today isn't in a good mood. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i think i had miss a lot of fun, i unable to attend Vietnam trip, Graduation night, Mco outing, birthday celebration, etc...(sigh)
btw, MERRY CHRISTMAS! are you gonna celebrate with family and friends?
i really got nothing to do. quite a lot of guests came to my house. then i sat at a side listen to their conversation. i realised the people stay around home town talk super loud! especially my father. lols. that's why her daughter, which is me, also talk super loud.
Yesterday went out with my mum. spent quite a lot money :X
finally i bought the skirt that I've longed for it. wahaha.
Olevel result is coming in less than one month time. i am getting more nervous! how about you?
today watched movie, bodyguards and assassins, with family excluding father as he is working. the story is quite nice and sad especially when the dad saw his son was dead and some other parts but the movie is very 'bloody'. i kept telling my mum i don't feel like watching. lols.
where is chua binni? :x though her soul currently at vietnam. grrr... (she sure thought i miss her! tsk! lols)
i have been doing nothing much at hometown, quite bored actually. 'cos there's nothing to do other than watching tv, use computer and chit chat with family. then when i am using computer, feel very irritating as keep disconnect. stupid internet! :x
Yesterday night went to relative house, have been two years never see them. yeah, they changed a lot. got a small boy there taking care by them, the boy looks like a girl, super cute! he got a sweet looking especially when he smiles! i dont know why he calls my uncle ah gong, in fact my uncle is not his ah gong. the pro-est he did was that after he bullied people, he turned to his so-called ah gong there and cry. another thing he did was funny. he look at his pamper which is already 'bomb', then he look at adults, say 'oh oh,' and laugh =.= isn't he cute? haha.
when we wanna go home, we say byebye to him. i carry him along too. he thought i gonna bring him to my house, then he kick me siah!